Studying!
I walked into the North Reading Room of the Doe library today at 9:30 am and saw only one other person studying here. As I strolled past the long, empty wooden tables and gazed at the large window at the other side of the room, I felt my lips turning upward in a slow, happy smile. I can almost imagine that the library belongs to me -- all these books and bronze reading lamps and ornate wall carvings!
Now there are more people here, and I hear the shuffle-shuffle of feet and the feathery-soft turning of pages.
Two Comments:
1) As I waited for the bus today, it occurred to me again how wonderful and delightful everyday sounds are -- the familiar chirping of birds, the clickity-clack of shoes against pavement, the swoosh of bicycle wheels racing down a street. I closed my eyes and listened intently to the world around me, trying to imagine what it would be like to navigate a world of darkness, to have only sound and touch as guiding ropes.
2) Yesterday as I was singing at church, I glanced around at the people surrounding me and felt a great rush of emotion seeing how moved they were by the music. That's what I find really powerful -- other people's reactions to God. It makes me wonder: what are their stories? what hidden tragedies / joys lie beneath their surface lives? How is God working in their lives? As for my personal spiritual update, I still feel His presence stirring in my hearts sometimes, especially in moments of painful, heart-wrenching beauty, like standing beneath the pink blossoms by VLSB yesterday and being mesmerized by their delicate colors.





