hmm

I must say... I've done plenty of difficult things in the past, but nothing's as hard as being a truly good person. I'm glad God is so merciful! =D I was listening to music on Wednesday and beginning to tear up because each melody was so achingly beautiful; and it suddenly struck me that everything beautiful and pure is God. I can't accurately describe how I felt, only that the world seemed swollen with beauty and meaning and His love. How can a person look at a freshly blooming lily and not wonder about its Creator? Or hear the bitter-sweet strains of a violin without thanking Someone for ears to appreciate such music? There has to be a God. I refuse to believe in modern science's view of creation, or to explain love and family and life in general using cold scientific facts and long, impersonal strings of data.

Anyway, mmMMmm, I've been indulging in green tea ice-cream these days! I love its subtle taste!!! =D

My mom bought me some cross-stitching yesterday; but I got confused just lookiing at the instructions, so I promptly abandoned it heheh. I like crocheting/knitting better anyway. =D Oh big news! I ate vanilla ice-cream today! I'm proud of myself! Hopefully, I'll slowly conquer my milk-phobia. I'm going to try yogurt next...and maybe, in the near future, chocolate milk? But never plain milk; just looking at it makes me want to throw up all the time.

Today I tried pineapple chocolate. Not bad.